another little update

Hello Everyone,

I am sorry I haven't posted for a while, everything has started to become hectic with the wedding, and I didnt think I had done enough bandwise to blog about.

I don't know what to think about the band at the moment. I was supposed to get a fill today but it didnt happen. My usual bariatric nurse was not there as she had an operation recently, and there was a man replacing her. H e was not mean but I am used to Wendy who is so nice and I must have been expecting this man to be as nice and he wasnt.

He said I did not need the fill. As I was still losing weight and that I had several stuck/sickness episodes in the last week. He thought a fill would make this worse.

I know I am losing weight but I am losing very slowly, too slowly copared to what I expected and slower than I did on most diets before. Usually around 5 lbs a month.

I just didnt feel supported by that man,and I was feeling really sad after the appointment. I feel a bit better now. I had a chat with James and he convinced me to write a blog.

I dont really know why I am sad, or wy I feel I am not doing good because I am doing better than the girls I chatted with today but I do feel this way, and I am used to Wendy motivating me when I feel like that.

I have been away from the blogs because I don't have time to follow them as much as before but I think today was an emergency. And I think it makes me realise how much I need the support I get in Blogland and I need to make more time to follow them again.



Ps: On a positive note, the Boob cream does work!