Monday, 7 June 2010

another little update

Hello Everyone,

I am sorry I haven't posted for a while, everything has started to become hectic with the wedding, and I didnt think I had done enough bandwise to blog about.

I don't know what to think about the band at the moment. I was supposed to get a fill today but it didnt happen. My usual bariatric nurse was not there as she had an operation recently, and there was a man replacing her. H e was not mean but I am used to Wendy who is so nice and I must have been expecting this man to be as nice and he wasnt.

He said I did not need the fill. As I was still losing weight and that I had several stuck/sickness episodes in the last week. He thought a fill would make this worse.

I know I am losing weight but I am losing very slowly, too slowly copared to what I expected and slower than I did on most diets before. Usually around 5 lbs a month.

I just didnt feel supported by that man,and I was feeling really sad after the appointment. I feel a bit better now. I had a chat with James and he convinced me to write a blog.

I dont really know why I am sad, or wy I feel I am not doing good because I am doing better than the girls I chatted with today but I do feel this way, and I am used to Wendy motivating me when I feel like that.

I have been away from the blogs because I don't have time to follow them as much as before but I think today was an emergency. And I think it makes me realise how much I need the support I get in Blogland and I need to make more time to follow them again.

Ps: On a positive note, the Boob cream does work!


  1. Oh that is awful....especially with all the stress from the wedding. You will be prepared next time...and you tell him what you want. Perhaps with the wedding so close now it is better to leave it how it is so you don't get any issues iof you are stressed. Tell us more about the Boob cream when you have time, Cheer up you ARE doing awesome.

  2. I am so sorry that he didn't give you a fill. It can be frustrating when you are used to one person and then you get someone else. Hang in there - 32 lbs is great - you are doing so awesome. <3

  3. I was just stopping by to see how thing are going. I know things have been a bit crazy with the wedding and all. Hope to see an update soon! Take care <3

  4. I just wanted to stop by and say Hi!!